Amusement (E.W.L.H.N.R.)
I fear
that maybe
the sun is setting
on our amusement park
It's not too much else
to do after dark
Besides
take pictures in front of signs
just to prove that we were here
The emotional rollercoasters
have begun to shut down months ago
It's no longer a thrill
to not know what's coming next
Its no longer enough excitement
to know what is
Lately, my hands
have only been in the air for surrender
I'm tired of falling
and praying we'll rise up again
And
Don't all of these rides
end the same way anyway
Uncontrollable hysterical shaking
Unbuckling seat belts
Picking up our belongings
Praying someone didn't steal our phone
Anxiety about preparation for the next time
Checking the time to see, if there will ever be another ride
I think
I'd rather stay on level footing
If that means no more motion sickness
No more yelling
No more adrenaline pumping until I throw up...
I'd be content
At least
we have all these souvenirs
I'm not one to keep t-shirt
But I'll damn sure
wear this one to sleep at night
This key chain,
an ever-dangling memory capsule
But
How could I forget
ABout all of the laughter
All of the smiles of sheer enjoyment
These pictures
will forever be a fixture
on my bedroom walls
The gates of amusement are coming to a close
But I forgot where I parked...
So I'll just stay here
At heartbreak hotel for tonight
And maybe
Try another ride again tomorrow